anxiety & restlessness

it's monday. and there are no classes! =]
finals are completely done & over with.

i've been up since 5am, but there's hardly anyone online right now.
my friends are probably still sleeping (japan) or at dinner (the States).

i ended up going to church yesterday afterall, and i'm glad i did =]
i'll definitely stop by to say hello when i visit kyoto again.

i still have a terrible cough, but no other cold symptoms...
i hope it goes away soon.

it's 8am, and i'm already feeling really anxious for the day to begin.
skyping with alice now. and talking to mia online ~ she just woke up =]

10:30am ~ katsura imperial villa
3:30pm ~ birdwatching at mizorogaike with my ecology prof.

i just want to go home already =(
....and study japanese, chinese, bio, chem & physics.

i miss middlebury and want to go back.
i can't wait to be completely busy with things that matter to me again.

in a nutshell, i'm just really anxious for the future, both near and far.
and i can't even express myself coherently right now (this blog post is proof)

maybe i'll sit down tomorrow & write a "real" post.