a distracted mind

normally [read: when i'm at midd], i'm crazy motivated to study japanese. but instead, my mind is racing with thoughts about everything else. there's so much i want to do. and so little time to do it in. i want to get out of japan what i would want in a [read: my] study abroad experience, but moreso,
i just want to go back to the united states and do what i really want to do.

in other words, my homework isn't doing itself.
and i have no will to do it now.
>_<